busy-ness

sometimes i wish i'm not so 理智, dun think so much about what i do and dun think so much of what others think of what i do. it's just hard not to care about others, but at the same time, it's getting really tiring trying to please everyone.

but well, i've so far been enjoying myself these days. 'busy' has been the word for me lately. it's an obligation, as well as an excuse, to escape from everything else.

on a side note, i'm wondering why people find it surprising that i speak mandarin at home. a lot of people have told me that they didn't think i'm one of those who speak mandarin, the latest ones being kelly and hsienyao on the way home from rag last night. but i always thought i portray a cheena image.

i totally enjoyed myself ytd. BR is amazing. there's no way anyone can not like them. i love their company, their randomness, their willingness to do stuff. ahhhhhhhhhh.....

i think i'm getting way too desperate.