tripod camp group photo!
council dinner at swensens.
bryon and jonny!
jonny, denise, kwan and bryon.=)
a group of councillors with dani at the airport before she flew off.
kang jun and i
jun and i in the taxi
sent dani off last night. first person to fly. for those who are going to fly off in one or two months' time, it was really quite painful, knowing that in time to come, it'll be his or her turn at the airport, probably crying and emo-ing. for me, it was a natural phase of life. people come and leave, and we just got to accept it. only person i'll probably feel bu she de about is jun. she told me last night, even if everyone else doesn't come to send me off, you must come k. dun worry jun, that's for sure.=)
really hope time can slow down now so that people will not fly off so soon.=X
have been recovering very slowly from my stomach flu. as of ytd, i was still having diarrhoea and not eating much. but good thing is my body has been gaining strength, so not that bad.
dylan's mum cancelled tuition last night, so i'm really broke! no income lar seriously. hai. not earning money still slacking at home. damn good.
finished watching er zuo ju zhi wen. quite a nice show, but sometimes very draggy. but it's again those kind of shows that make you wish you could have such a guy by your side showing you concern and protecting you from any possible danger or harm. and of cos understanding your every action and not minding all the stupid maluating things that you could possibly do.
sometimes, it's only when you realise you could be losing something that you'll know how much you treasure that thing.
but in the first place, i think i dun have many things that are very close to my heart. or maybe it's cos i'm taking a lot of stuff for granted. ah well. for now, it just seems like my life is going absolutely nowhere, with nothing to treasure, nothing to look forward to, nothing to work towards.
as i was telling jun last night at the airport, for the past few years, my life has been going downhill that i no longer have the right motivation to move on. it's like, i've been losing so many friendships and having a contracting social circle that i no longer feel like making new friends, and i've been doing so badly academically that i no longer have the confidence to do well in uni. yes i know i'm zi bao zi qi-ing, i know you will prob think that i'm complaining so much but not doing anything to improve my own life. i'm trying, but many a times, i fail.
i'm just looking forward to ONE good thing to improve my life. anything at all.
i guess there are people who are faring much worse than me, and i shouldn't be complaining. but ah well, i guess that's what a blog is for - verbal diarrhoea.
jay chou's new song. i just got addicted to it. sorry it's in fan ti zi, cos i can't find the jian ti version. those who listen to chinese songs prob know how to read fan ti i guess. assumption.=)
不能说的秘密 - 周杰伦
冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面
拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上依舊清晰可見
最美的不是下雨天
是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回憶的畫面 在蕩著秋千
夢開始不甜
你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
又何必去改變 你說過的誓言
你用你的指尖 指示我說再見
想象你在身邊 在完全失去之前
你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
或許命運的簽 只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片
要我怎麼撿
and mi lu bing's lei. i think it's a nice song, with nice lyrics. heard their album is good. but dun think i'm gonna buy. but hard to dl leh. shall try to see if i can find.=X
泪
深夜里 无法习惯没有你
不愿意 再走下去
这距离 痛得我不能呼吸
难忘记 你的失去
多少眼泪 都无所谓
我闭上眼睛不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰
这些眼泪 我无所谓
真心的对待最珍贵
我回头想起爱情的甜美
永远不后悔
深夜里 无法习惯没有你
不愿意 再走下去
这距离 痛得我不能呼吸
难忘记 你的失去
多少眼泪 都无所谓
我闭上眼睛不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰
这些眼泪 我无所谓
真心的对待最珍贵
我回头想起爱情的甜美
永远不后悔
牵领我进入睡梦追随
重温过去 我们两梦中相依偎
虽是梦幻 愿沉醉
多少眼泪 都无所谓
我闭上眼睛不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰
这些眼泪 我无所谓
真心的对待最珍贵
我回头想起爱情的甜美
永远不后悔
some new songs are quite nice now. but yeah so far i'm addicted to these two.=)
argh driving later. NIGHT driving somemore. hai. think i'm so gonna get scolded by my instructor. hai. nvm shan't worry too much also.=)