devil beside you...

have been watching er mo zai shen bian (devil beside you) the last few days, recommended by ja. quite a nice show lar, like all ou xiang jus. but nice thing abt this is they have loads of nice quotes and hilarious scenes.

- "only the most innocent will understand happiness."
feels like something i told my friend before. but this brings back rather unhappy memories...

- "it's like he's afraid of losing the warmth, so he makes himself cold and distant."
i think that's what i do a lot of times. afraid to get near to people for fear of being having high hopes and expectations and in the end hurt myself.

- "there are people who are out to hurt you, but there are also others who are hurt because you're hurt."
true. but i guess many a times we dun realise that.

- how meng envies innocent people for thinking that there are no bad people in the world, but instead these people are bad only cos they dunno how to express themselves properly.
i always thought so. or at least i haven come across people who are purely bad. i believe there are always reasons why people turn bad or do bad stuff.

- when qi yue asked meng "why is it so dangerous whenever i'm around you" and meng replied "it's dangerous, but i can protect you."
aww...sometimes you just wish there is someone to save you whenever you feel helpless.

- "when you're down, as your bro, i'll pick you up. but i can't be with you all your life. in your lifetime, you'll encounter a lot of problems, so make yourself stronger."
i guess many a times, the only way to make ourselves gain strength is to face our problems head-on. and even if we get ourselves hurt in the process, we'll only grow stronger, and proud of ourselves because we didn't give up, and also cos we didn't rely on someone else all the time.

- "is someone like me not worthy of appreciation?"
that's a question i always think about.

- "do what you think is important. i'll fight your part and mine till the end."
when meng got yuan yi to find his gf and sacrifice an important bball game. so sweet isnt it. like having a friend who supports your decision even though it means more hard work for that person.

- "damn popcorn"
this is just simply hilarious.

- "if i dun hold your hand, what if you get lost again?"
imagine the security a girl feels when her bf says something like that to her. the level of protection.

- "being young is no excuse, if i dun help you, are you going to abandon your dream? if you want to depend on others, i suggest you crawl back to your parents' cradle, continue being the baby who never grows up."
harsh as it may sound, it's quite true. nobody is going to help realise someone else's dream if that person is not putting in his/her best.

- "that's cos if he wants to help others, and if he has to be the bad guy to do so, he'll do it."
nice person aint it. not afraid of being labelled so that others benefit in the end. though meng's methods may be debatable, i still think his chu fa dian is good, and somehow everyone is fine with his hard approach huh. haha.

- "even if the door separates us, i can still feel you're next to me."
another romantic line. haha.

- "chocolate isn't your only choice, i think you'll make your own decisions from now on and not regret any one of them."

- "when a puppy sees an electrical pole, it wants to pee on it to mark its territory"
haha the scene when yuan yi and qing zi argued abt the puppy was hilarious. but well, quite a good analogy from yuan yi i think. haha.

- "we both assume we have countless days. if we carelessly wasted today, then tmr's memory, wouldnt it be a blank?"
true. we always take things for granted and regret only when we lose them isnt it.

- "relying on others is not shameful, especially when he wants you to rely on him."
what a sweet thing to say to his gf!

- "my love for you will make impossible possible."
aww......

- "instead of constant disappointment, i chose to forget, to stop hoping."
that's what i do many times. an escapist you might say. but i always rather things exceed my expectations than risk myself being disappointed. still, i've been through so many disappointments. i guess lowering expectations is my way of making myself happier.

that's all i recorded from the show. many more hilarious scenes, and of cos touching ones too. but these are the ones i took down. i wonder how they have so many nice lines. and many of the things they said are stuff that i've thought about before. (or maybe that's cos i've been watching ou xiang jus. heh.=P)

meng is such a nice person, always helping others, despite people thinking that he's a devil, when in actual fact he's always trying to put others before himself. i think the part when he tried to save the bird while getting himself injured just shows everything. somehow, such guys are hard to come by.

and i think yuan yi is a damn nice character also. though i have no idea why he was so fierce to qi yue during the first few episodes, but well he became so nice towards the end. just like a perfect friend and bf to have. he's so amusing also lar seriously. i like the scenes when he fights or argues with meng. heh.

qi yue is like a perfect person huh. also another person who puts others before herself, and puts herself in the shoes of others.

ok i haven done such reviews of shows before. but well, this show just has super a lot of quotes worthy to take down. heh.

driving on wed. kept getting scolded for going too near cars, for having immediate failure situations. oops. and he keeps suaning alvin it's damn funny. told him i shouldnt have night driving cos i go crazy at night (shud ask those who went hk and gz with me!) and can't think properly also.=X hopefully my driving doesnt disappoint again.=X

thurs...went out with bro. funny how we two always end up feeling sick everytime we go out together. but we two walked till we were just super drained. haha. after that was tripod debrief. well, it went fine lar i guess. mr tan went through his arousal chart again and he was mentioning abt the buckle camp when he taught us the same thing! still fresh in my mind though it was so many years ago. heh.

after that went for a short supper with some oc and facils. a lil weird but ah well. i'm trying to step out of my shell.

i wonder if i shud go for some interfac camp that xinling asked me abt on thurs. it's only on mon and tues. doubt i'll really get to know people, but ah well. i should rite?=X

shall have more tuition next week as well, before uni starts. money money!=X had tuition today and was sort of shocked at how dylan is so dependant on chelsea. he couldnt find all his assessment books cos chelsea wasn't at home! wth. he's so lazy to that extent. his life is so messed up i dunno how he can survive without his mum or even his sis.

maybe i'm shocked cos i've been brought up to be independent. since young, my parents nv tried to influence my decision, and many things are left up to myself to do them. they do want to know what's going on in my life, but i nv ever tell them stuff, thinking that they will nv understand.

guess i'm only comfortable about telling my bro stuff.

finally bought new contact lens with the correct degree. haha. dun think i'll fail any eye test anymore. HAH! but my degree increased a lot. right eye from 425 to 500 and left eye from 350 to 450.=X the person said i can exchange my unused contact lens with them!=)

so many people i haven met before uni starts. starting to regret rotting at home, but oh well. i really wanna have a meaningful time. blame it on myself lar.