害怕

害怕

歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：我要的幸福

忘
我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
那些和日记一起收藏的过往
孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长

想
我没有很刻意让自己不去想
那些和照片静止的模样
我学着坚强 坚强到不用学着不想
学着遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去 就勇敢的放弃

还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信 走下去

whenever i listen to this song, i'll think back on those memories. it's no longer impacting me that much, but i'll still think.

was talking to charles on msn. he was saying if i dun ask people how they are, how do they know that i actually care. true.

i will try. but sometimes i just dun want all my friendships to end up being just a superficial hi-bye thing.

like i said, to avoid disappointments, i tend not to make any effort. is that just another excuse of mine? i dunno. maybe it's a character thing.

another thing that i can't stand myself for. ah well.

have decided to go for that 2d1n nus camp. hmm hopefully i do make more friends huh, though i dun really have high hopes. i have quite a few things to do before uni starts, but have been too busy to start. hai.

i'm really quite scared. scared of how uni will end up for me. scared of having no frens. scared of many many things that are coming up.