bad day.

sometimes when things just go so badly that you want to give up, it's good to escape for a while. and that was what i did today.

when you can slip and fall while walking, when you can't even open a bottle of orange juice no matter how hard you try to turn the cap, when you're told you can't buy a hp that you have been waiting for months, when your parents think that you're some shallow kid who cried because you didn't get your phone you want, how good can your day be.

it was the first time i ever cried over results. ok it wasn't just results, it was the attitude that my parents have shown me that i was so upset about. it's so tragic when your parents think that you are only worth the results you get. i just had to escape. so met up with jun. talked a lot, ate a lot, and did some shopping. thanks for accompanying me tonight! it'd have been such a lonely night if you didn't, and thanks for always being available whenever i just need someone to talk to.

and thanks to those who have shown concern! your words are probably the only thing that can keep me going these days.

driving lesson was quite fun. well better than i expected. but i stalled engine once.=X almost had a clean record till the last turn. wah lau. if not i'd have been damn proud of myself. going to tampines/pasir ris next week! haha.

i need to get out of this soon, and be stronger. i'm much weaker than i thought i am.