wisdom tooth.

past few days have been horrible.=( not emotionally, but physically. after the op to extract my wisdom teeth on fri, i have been feeling super weak, with a VERY sore throat, runny nose that refuses to clear, plus a lot of restrictions on the food i eat. i have been relying on porridge for the last few days, and i think i'll have to for the next few days as well. argh.

experience on the operating table is quite new though. when the surgeon injected the anaesthetic into my body, she went, "good night", and then gave me an oxygen mask to breathe into. once i did that, i immediately went unconscious. i was dreaming during the whole op lar. when i woke up, i was still having the oxygen mask on my face, and somehow i didnt know what i went through. then, i dunno why, i started tearing and tearing [i think there's something wrong with my tear gland.=X] and the nurse asked me, "why are you crying? pain is it?" i shook my head. "then why are you so upset?" i just shrugged my shoulders, cos i really didnt know what was wrong with me too.

when i was back at my ward, the nurse asked me to sleep, but i just couldn't go back to sleep. so i was in a very horrible state, with two huge gauze in my mouth, with a damn sore throat cos i wasn't supposed to drink or eat from the midnight before, and i couldn't even do anything. so i just laid there. for a few hours i think, before my mum came.

came home and couldn't even go back to sleep. in the end, was helping to clear the house though i wasn't supposed to do so. did that for the past few days at home, and i think my condition worsened. came down with a horrible headache, and i couldn't even sleep at night, with a throat that couldnt even swallow water. hai now i only wish that all these would be over soon, or at least resume my normal eating.

8 days mc. woah. but i think i wont go back to work so soon. though it means no income. but with my face so horribly swollen, i wouldnt dare to go out and scare people. removal of stitches on fri. i seriously hope it wont hurt so much.=X