crossing invisible barriers.

no matter how it turned out, i already tried. and i think it was good that i got over my psychological barrier. i have no idea what made me do it, but i just had a strong feeling that i should, and i did. though it was really weird and awkward, i guess at least i showed that i care, and never forgotten this friendship of mine. i should be happy for that.=)

met rj pe teachers during lunch at clover today. i was walking with my mum, then suddenly i thought i saw mr seah, then i looked closer and i saw mr low, xu hui, ms pang and some other pe teachers! i was super shocked. then mr seah looked at me and "commanded" me to go over. i still think mr seah is damn funny. haha! but anw mr seah and xu hui said, "eh you look very different." i was staring at them and giving a very blank look. then mr seah went, "in a good way of cos!" haha! i never fail to be amused whenever i talk to him.

i so miss rj. and though i can see the school from my work desk everyday, i still miss the people, the life, even the mugging. how i wish i could still wear the white and green uniform, hang around council room, play some games at the bball court or field, camp at A61, mug at the canteen, etc etc. nothing's gonna be the same anymore.

there's always this barrier that i can never seem to cross. i think i need to think less and be more natural.