heavenly food.

i wonder if it's just a normal sore throat, throat infection, or like what jun said, the doc accidentally cut my throat when she was extracting my wisdom teeth. or it was simply due to the effects of the anaesthetic. in any case, my throat was SOOO painful for the past few days that eating porridge was hell for me [ok i am exaggerating.=X i think my pain threshold is not very high.]. in the mornings, even swallowing my saliva was ultra painful. not only that, the saliva i spit out would often consist of blood, and it's quite a scary sight, plus knowing that my throat is just filled with a whole lot of blood.=X

i think i've eaten more medicine the past few days as compared to 5 years of my life.=X i was taking 10 pills after meals at one point of time. but i'm glad it's all over. my throat is not completely healed, but i can at least force down a bowl of noodles, and a plate of hor fun ytd. it's so stupid that the pain i've been going through for the past few days is not even due to the surgery itself, it's due to a damn sore throat that i'm not even sure how it came about. maybe this experience will make me have a phobia of GA from now on.=X

the only scars left after the surgery now are the blue-blacks on my left chin and on my left hand. i wonder why there is even a blue-black on my chin.=X

nvm shall talk about happier stuff! vday was spent with jun!=D we wanted to go to some jap buffet restaurant, but cos of my throat, i thought we shouldn't waste the money. so after much thinking about which places sell good porridge, we booked crystal jade. we were actually a lil worried at first when we found out it was crystal jade PALACE that we booked, but in the end, we ate the cheaper range of food there. so it wasn't THAT bad.

i guess it was good that my vday was spent with such a special friend. makes me cherish the day even though i'm still single. jun, thanks for dating me and keeping me company!=P if not i'll feel SOO lonely on a day like this. haha and it was definitely good talking, and just walking around.

i was pleasantly surprised to receive an sms from an old friend. no matter what we are doing in our own lives now, i guess at least at some points of time, we still remember each other, and to me, that's important. to be remembered by a friend in years to come, knowing that he or she has never forgotten this friendship. i guess the pain from failed friendships has made me even more determined to treasure the ones that i have now.

and... my new wardrobe is here! [i sound like a little kid looking forward to the small little changes that she experiences in her life every now and then] but yes, my room looks MUCH neater, with more space for my garments, and more space for the things in my room. everything is kept behind the closed doors [yes literally], and i finally get to categorize all my belongings properly. it's not such a good thing for my parents though. they are complaining about space contraints. but then again, my dad always complains without making the effort to try and change things.

i like my room a lot more now.=D

cny is here! but that means i have to clear up everything, and tolerate the scoldings again. i wanna go out on cny eve, and on my bday.=( poor me still have to return to work. hai...