tied up freedom.

braces are on.

the whole day i was thinking about, it's going to be such a loooong two years. and when my dentist put on the braces for me, i was wondering how good i'll feel after i take them out. i think a lil too far huh?=X but yeah now i'm really more self-conscious. it feels so uneasy having so many things in my mouth now. but well, not like i can regret or anything. haha.

when my mum drove past school ytd, i just couldn't help it. i know it's so silly just to have that moment of satisfaction, but i dun understand why. i thought i've let go, but i havent. i thought everything is already in the past, but the memories are still fresh in my mind. no matter what, it's far from my reach, and i can only make myself move on. whoever said that pisceans let go easily.=X

"it's only through suffering that you will not take for granted freedom and the people around you." it's so true. the poor army boys will just have to bear with it i guess.

sometimes, when you're so comfortable with the way life is, you dun wanna change it. but if you dun change, you'll never know if things can be better. i think i'm too used to being in the comfort zone. yet, i can't bring myself to step out of it.

sometimes, i feel so horrible cos i can't seem to do anything well. and i dun even know what i truly want. i just simply float around thinking that things will change on their own. or like what others have told me, i'm just a copycat. and i can't even make my own decisions, cos i care too much about what others will think. i never have a clear stand on anything at all.

basic theory tmr. i seriously hope i'll pass. if not, i'll be such a disgrace.

so many things happening within these few days. now i just wanna go out and have fun.