random thoughts of the day.

yay! i passed my basic theory! haha although that's not really something to be proud of, it's good to make myself happy once in a while. what's more at a time like this when i dun even know whether i'm happy or sad.=X but yes, at least one SMALL obstacle is cleared. heh.

i think it's damn sad that i can't control my laughter. ok it sounds real silly, but it's true. like when i was at the dentist, my dentist said something not-so-funny, but i ended up thinking that it's funny, and i just laughed, when he was putting on the braces for me. and that happened not only once, but a lot of times! and then sometimes i'll just smile to myself, cos i'll start thinking of ridiculous stuff, and look like a madwoman.

i wonder if there's anything to cure this? haha i'm kidding. maybe it's good lar. i think a good laugh can help you forget a lot of troubles, not that it can help you solve them, but at least you'll feel much better. but that's only if you really laugh, and not laugh just to fu yan.

but kian ngee's mail today really made me smile. he said, 'young lady, slow down. at this rate, i'll lose my job and they will hire you to replace me!" and he was telling me to do some "leisurely research". HAHA! and jaslyn was saying, "how come you so fast wan?", so she was also looking for things for me to do. ges came briefly into mind. but at least i had stuff to do. just that i was SQUEEZING my brain just to think of ideas for the premium club.=X jaslyn took some of my general ideas, but i guess it's not that easy to think of specific ideas. as i was researching about AFTA and about loyalty programs today, i was so bored that i think i spent 2 hours staring at my computer screen doing nothing. just simply thinking, but it didn't help. so basically i wasn't doing anything for the whole afternoon. but it's so fast, i realised, tmr's gonna be my 3rd week at work. time passed much faster here than at ges.=X

i really want to go out. hopefully i'll get to meet jun next week, after her crazy work. cherry's too busy and she'll only be free right before cny, so i dun think i'll get to meet her till then. suddenly i feel like going back to khs and visit. haha that was super random. and also hopefully i can meet up with some of my classmates. so many things that i wanna do, but i've not been doing anything. i'm stuck in either bishan or home. but i think i've also been too lazy.

i'm in a dunno-what-i'm-typing mode already. good night.