life.

i just cried again, but this time was while i was watching 海派甜心. as usual, i'm crying while watching a show again.

maybe it's only on shows that i get to imagine myself in people's shoes and try to imagine a more interesting life.

two assignments due this week. WOW. second week of school only. at least tmr marks the end of the working week for me.

wanted to rant about how irritating it is to have a 10% assignment due on the 2nd week of school, but ah well, probably it's good to get me going for the week.

i was so pissed off with dylan, but i just couldn't bring myself to scold him. or maybe i should say, i just can't bring myself to scold anyone. but i haven't seen anyone else who's less concerned about his own stuff. i haven seen anyone so irresponsible. i haven't seen anyone so rude.

but somehow, beneath the person he portrays himself to be, i find someone who's similar to me in some sense. i asked him why he ignored his baby cousin when she said bye to him. he told me, "cos when i'm bad to her, then she will go 'wow' when i accomplish something."

lowering the expectations of others sounds just too familiar to me. i hate it when people are disappointed in me. i guess it's the same with him.

i think the best thing i learnt while giving him tuition is to try to appreciate the inner self of others than to purely look at the exterior.