disaster

i cant describe how pissed off i am with myself. whatever happened to the confidence i had about fna. i'm not giving myself the excuse that i was having fever when i was doing the paper.

i really dunno what the hell i was doing during the 2 1/2 hours. i dun understand why i could have done the whole paper at such a slow pace. i dun understand how i didnt see i had to add certain stuff into the cash flow statement. my balance sheet didnt balance, and neither did my cfs. so i have no idea where my marks are gonna come from.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

it's only the first paper and i'm already crying over it. it's the paper i have the most confidence about. now, i really dunno how i'm gonna do for the next few papers. i really feel that my cap will just drop like nobody's business. and i'm supposed to do well this sem!

argh.