haven been blogging for the last few days, not that i was busy, just that somehow, i just didn't feel like it. dun ask me why. heh.
so school has restarted. i was half looking forward to it last week. i wanted to stop working, but yet at the same time, i also wanted to be free and not have anything to do, and of cos going to school means being able to meet friends, so it's a good plus point too.=)
3 lessons on first day sorta killed my enthusiam. stats lecturer is hilarious, om lecturer is plain boring. imagine me facebooking during the first lecture! oh man. ss was fine. lecturer tried telling jokes with a straight face, but most of the time it didn't work. haha. and i realised i'll have 4 mid-terms! MY GOODNESS. how to survive!
this week is filled with meetings man. i woke up earlier today to go chinatown to get cny goodies for sale in bizad with ja and jonathan the foc head. then rushed to school for legal which was rather entertaining cos the lecturer is hilarious too! sorta like the cases that she says in class. then after lecturer, rushed down to lee wei song school for stardust discussion. i'm quite hoping the deal goes through cos after all, lws is a well-known school. hopefully costs wont be too high.
tmr is ibiza meeting at 5pm. FIVE hour break. sigh. but ok lar. in between farah mel and i are going for pizza!=D thurs supposed to have this financial workshop but i cant make it. tuition on fri, then rag meeting on sat. interesting first week of school huh. it's good knowing more friends thru these meetings and activities, but i dunno when i'll get sick of it. i do hope i wont screw up my studies this sem.
and....TAIWAN with JUN in june!!!!!!! OMG!! SOOOOOOOO excited!! i bet you can tell too. heh. been HOPING for this to come lar, even though it's going to burn a big hole in my pocket once again. going to taiwan has been on my wishlist for AGES. and with JUN too!!=D woohoo! we're so gonna plan the trip well so that we wont waste any second in taiwan.=) but i bet my parents will be worried, esp if it's just the two of us. but ah well. just thinking of it makes me very excited. but plane tickets are soo ex now. PLEASE let the prices drop soon can!=P
you know suddenly on the bus today, i was wondering if my inferiority has anything got to do with the abuses i had when i was young. i dun feel very traumatised by it, but i thought, maybe that's why i tend to accept everything that comes, instead of having my own say and making changes to the environment. maybe that's why i always end up hating myself and feeling like i can nv match up to others. sigh.