some sort of closure...

i just kept reading and re-reading that para - the para that provided me some sort of closure, as jun suggests.

"I guess we didn't talk as much as the year went by and sometimes some part of me still regrets it. "

it was one part of a million questions in my head since a year ago.

but thanks. you could never imagine how bothered i was over the whole issue. you got it answered today.

for the other questions, i guess maybe i will never get them answered. but it's ok. i believe time will heal all wounds.

though my belief was shaky today cos again, i sank into it, this time less deep. i shall climb up slowly.=)

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lessons were intensive, with the start of all tutorials this week. tutorials were a bit sian, but overall still fine. had to do homework after so long lar. not used to it. but i shouldn't be complaining. sooo many other people have so many other commitments. and i'm just a slacker.

dinner with uni people on thurs at suntec sakae sushi. quite cool lar. thursday is like our official lunch and dinner day!=)

returned to rj today for teachers' day, with no present, no card. while jun was talking to teachers, i was just a gen pi chong lor. heh. only teachers i saw were ms hor, mrs wong, etc. not many prob remember me i guess.

while i was slacking at home, benedict suddenly msged and said that he saw me on tv! on eating AGAIN! i dunno how many times they actually play lor. random friends just come up to me and said they saw me on tv, at different times since a few years ago! ironic thing is, i haven seen the prog before!

suddenly so many pri sch people i (re-)know. i wonder why is it possible for someone in a different class as me for p school actually still remember me. then another person just came up to me and asked if i was from khs. then there's brent too. and shanchun talked to me online last night too. PLUS i'll be meeting zl very often cos we've planned to have study sessions. wah siao.

was listening to the album licoln they all did. saw it at zl's place. well cant say it's good but it's all in the name of charity. meaningful!

jt fldew to taiwan a few days ago, then he asked me if i wanted anything from there. quite nice.=) but seriously poor thing. 33 days of torture leh.=X

congrats to lingzi, brent, shaun, michael, nuan ting for getting into mc!=) quite happy for all of them, though i'm not exactly very close to them. but it's ok.=)

and yong'an said he wont read the blog if he cant find his name. so hopefully his eyes are sharp enough now!=P

and yes, i'm so sleepy i cant think straight alr.