numbing soups

i have no idea what's happening to me. it's as if there is SOMETHING in soups that makes my whole body numb whenever i drink them. i'll feel as if there's a kind of force that pushes on my head, then my limbs will have a numbing sensation. what the hell is wrong man. and the question is, why SOUPS?

i have no idea why i am so irritated, but i just am.

celebrated cynli's bday just now at pepper lunch. had a lot of fun just chatting and laughing together. one of the few times i actually see orchard shops close. haha. but had quite a lot of fun. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! you are 4 3/4 years old!=D

tutoring a kid from next week onwards. oh man i dun even know if i'm up to it. physics leh. like my worst A level subject. but i guess it'd be good.=) extra cash lar. haha.

results out tmr. have been thinking and predicting my results. i can't wait for time to fast-forward to that moment. but another part of me still wants to live in denial - to live a life without thinking about my future. at least for the past few months, i had a BIG reason for not thinking. now, i'm forced to decide.

nvm i have one more day. at least my path will become clearer tmr. there will be many calls to my home tmr. and my mum shall become a dj.