空秋千

空秋千

（"原点"片头曲）　 作曲：林宇中 作词：林宇中 编曲：李乃刚　

荡秋千 来回终究要停在原点
望太远 眼前幸福就忽略
晃半圈 原不了爱恋
高一遍 低一遍
风就吹散了永远

还想为你摇秋千
对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点
我们会否把手牵

还想被你碎碎念
当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮
空秋千陪整夜

秋千和我失眠
在你影子身边
这公园太想念
你无邪的笑脸

this was the song i was talking about.=D somehow, i can imagine myself sitting on a qiu qian at night, on my own. this loneliness doesn't seem so frightening anymore. maybe, just maybe, i'm already used to it.

though deep in my heart, who ever gets used to loneliness?

ok maybe there are such people. but i can't imagine it. that would mean i have no more desire to open myself up. and no no, it's not that loneliness as in "i have no friends".

everything seems a little more relaxed today. but then again, it might just be myself.

damn xiong weekend ahead. driving, og dinner + stayover, dinner with cherry, and all these in the midst of uni and scholarship apps.

you know sometimes i just feel like a floater. maybe like what ja jess cynli have been scolding me about, i'm too "ok" with anything, so much so that i don't realise what they noticed. i nv really thought much of it actually. but i guess a friend is a friend after all. like what everyone says, in any type of relationship, you have to give and take. and probably for some, you take more. and for others, you just give more. and i nv really believe in taking more than i give anyway.

and yes, i will never want to repeat my mistake again. i will nv want to give up a friendship just like that again.