tired.

if you dun want me to, i will not. and will never ever do it again. if having a relationship means the worsening of another relationship for you, i'm not going to care anymore. it's so tiring trying to predict your mood and make you happy all the time. from now on, i won't be a nuisance.

sometimes i wonder if i'm simply a wastage of resources. it doesn't seem like i have anything to contribute but yet i take so much. and if my only use is to do things for you, i wonder why i'm even here at all...