why the hell do i have to listen to your scoldings when i didn't even do anything wrong.
why the hell do i have to hear so many hokkien vulgarities just because we are setting up a goddamn modem.
how do you expect me to know exactly what you want me to do.
seriously wtf man.
i really really want to escape out of s'pore, out of this freaking stressful place where everyone expects me to be the perfect person. can't i just live my own life. there's just no warmth anymore.