孤单

extracted from rene liu ruo ying's song, 一辈子的孤单, which i only really paid attention to it today cos of its lyrics.

当孤单已经变成一种习惯　
习惯到我已经不再去想该怎么办
就算心烦意乱　就算没有人作伴
自由和落寞之间怎么换算　
我独自走在街上看着天空
找不到答案　我没有答案

and i hate cors bidding. i hate it how biz doesn't plan their numbers properly. we had a module indication exercise but yet so many of us are stranded with fewer than 3 mods. what's the point of a bidding system if it cannot allocate the mods properly!

my statuses on fb have all revolved around bidding for the last few days. quite sure people are sick of looking at my rants by now. but still, i'm REALLY frustrated!!

and bkk just got a bomb blast again?!?! wth. and now my travel plans may eventually be changed also. woah why is my life sooo damn exciting.