looking at my last post, i realised that another two weeks have passed by yet again.
this summer has and probably will continue to be eventful, cos of internship, tuition and meeting up with friends (esp with jun coming back in about two weeks' time!!), etc. never thought adjusting to working hours can be so tiring actually. maybe it's the awful combination of things that is making everything else even worse. sleeping in my bro's room cos my aunt is taking my room for 1+ month, and not being able to sleep well cos of snores, plus my tutee's exam period, which essentially means my night times during week days were also burnt.
but ah well, sometimes i just think of the money i'm earning and i'll feel quite comforted. cos this means that i can still spend without thinking THAT much. and i kinda like it when i can give money to my parents when i want to cos at least i know it'll make them happy.
and i think internship has been a good experience. been doing real stuff which i asked around and realised it's quite an anomaly for other companies. and my bosses and fellow colleagues are really nice too. can totally imagine working in such an environment next time.
but having worked for a total of three weeks, i still think student life is sooo good. it can get really busy, but at least you get the flexibility to arrange stuff. in a workplace, you're so restricted by the working hours, there's no way you can say, prioritise family vs work during weekdays.
on my way to tuition today, i was fighting back my tears cos i was soooo angry. shan't say what happened here, cos it'll just sound so trivial, but sometimes, i seriously dun want to be the one giving in all the time, with nobody even noticing that i'm not always obligated to do that all the time.