insulted again...

ytd wasn't a very happy day. i woke up in the morning cos of a phone call, and it was the phone call i've been waiting for before i accepted the internship offer. ah well. i called cso and felt a little insulted when she said it's not like the other coy is offering a frontline job, BUT HELLO OPS IS MY INTEREST, NOT THE FRONTLINE. you are implying that i can't get the frontline job isn't it? i am deliberately looking for an ops job, and naturally i would like the job when i get it.

i dun understand why everybody, including the cso, thinks that EVERYONE wants the frontline job in a bank. and everything else, like ops, is the saigang job that NOBODY wants. it's seriously an insult when you think that i want a frontline job and i can't get it. WTF. you are supposed to be the professionals, mind you.

maybe i'm a little elitist when it comes to such stuff, but i hate it when everybody overgeneralise about what kind of job is superior to others. so people looking for ops jobs are inferior? perhaps YOU guys should learn to be less elitist, seriously.

looking for internship is already such a painful thing, can you imagine next year when we have to look for a full-time job? sigh...the world isn't a pretty place at all.

you know, after being insulted and humiliated by the stupid interviewer, i kinda have no qualms about applying for jobs and going for interviews already. if interviewers want us to conceal our weaknesses, fine i'll do it. i guess there's really no incentive to be so honest. interviewers will always discount your abilities when they judge you. and one is always better off presenting an inflated view so that they can get a realistic view of you after they discount.

so ironic, i become disillusioned even before i step into the workforce.

have been doing nothing ever since my parents went to taiwan. ktv with my bro, jiayan and gui liang on sat, mon went to watch monga, arcade, dinner and then joce's place with xumao, joce and andrew. tues had meeting, then interview again. wed met ja and marcus at orchard. ytd was just tuition. and i've also been clearing my HUGE backlog of variety shows. hahaha. i still have 2 modules left, but i act as if i got nothing left. heh.

and because my parents are not in s'pore, we've been either cooking instant noodles or going to ubi to dabao. meals are always a problem when my parents are overseas.

i can't wait for hongkong man. and going to macau with ja and marcus too. just want to enjoy before internship starts. =D just hope the money i earn from my tuition and internship are sufficient to cover all the trips i'm making. but bangkok is so dangerous now, maybe we should seriously consider changing location.

ok back to my variety shows. how slack can i get. lets just hope i won't screw up my real estate.