trust

there are a few things that i really dun like, and i'll get real angry about. dun think many people have seen me gotten angry before, and i tend not to scold people also (at least not directly in front of them). but if you see me suddenly go quiet and refuse to talk, chances are i'm angry.

first is that i really hate it when people dun trust me. there are a few incidents where i just totally went mad with people who did not show any trust or confidence in me. i know what i'm doing most of the time, and if you dun show any trust or disbelieve my words, i'll get mad really quickly.

another is with my family. people tend to get angry at loved ones more easily than with other people i guess. i REALLY hate it when my parents complain that i never study. cos i really feel they got no right to say that of me. expectations are inevitable, but do not think of your children as a studying machine, cos we are definitely not. if you have a child just to make him or her study, then i got to say sorry, i'll have to disappoint. if one's worth is determined by how much he or she studies, then i really think this world is pathetic.

anyway, life hsn't exactly gotten more interesting during the hols. results are out, and all i say is that i probably deserve those grades, though the grades aren't exactly proportionate to the amount of effort i put into each module. my cap dropped slightly cos i decided not to s/u my B for math, but well, like i told some people, my cap probably won't drop below second upper if i put in reasonable amount of effort, and it probably won't increase above 4.5. so i kinda do not have to worry that much already.

but seriously, the new nus system is sooo horrible. i know the school is trying to increase its network security and stuff, but it has seriously caused so much inconvenience to us students. results were supposed to be released at 11am, but most people couldn't even log into the system cos too many people were logged in. so what we could do was to wait till 12 noon before we could send the sms to get our results. like wth. the entire thing is really quite screwed up, though i must admit the idea of combining all the stuff into one portal is really quite good.

another major headache now is to choose modules to take. i already completed all my foundation modules plus compulsory specialisation modules, so now i can only pick and choose, and HOPE that the modules we choose are easy to score. i might even take modules out of my specialisation, if we have no other choice.

and MERRY CHRISTMAS to the very few who read my blog! i dun celebrate christmas and dun have the habit of exchanging presents, but hope everyone else get a lot a lot of presents!=D