perhaps

i hate to admit this, but i realised i haven't gotten over you fully.

why is it so hard? i really dun understand.

maybe i was too young to handle that, maybe i really could have done more to salvage the situation.

and it hurts to know that you're ready to let go. i'm seriously seriously hurt. i have no wish for the situation to turn out this way.

perhaps it was only supposed to be good when it lasted.

but when i looked thru the smses from the past (yes i still keep them....), i can't help but tear.

we have all moved on. we have all changed. we have put on masks after masks.

you were the one who showed me concern even for the smallest of things.

but now, i'm beginning to think, that perhaps i wasn't, and am not, worthy of any concern at all.