porcupine

oh man i feel so good after gym-ing. it's been a REALLY long time since i exercised. feel all the fats accumulating which is really disgusting.

and i hereby announce that i haven't started any academic work for this week! wonderful rite. 3 mid-terms next week and yet i haven even started studying any. how productive can i get.

and i wanted to say, i'm seriously disillusioned about friendships these days. people may say i think too much blah blah, but yes, i really feel disgusted sometimes. you know sometimes i wish people can live without friends, but for me, that can never happen. it's just that i never once had 100% trust in a friend. maybe after primary school cos of my bad experiences. people who were once your good friends would one day start moving on, leaving you behind, and when you next meet, there'll be nothing much to talk about already. so sad rite.

i think my fence around myself is getting bigger. i am watching my distance. i dun like people to step into my fence for a while and then leave thereafter. it's saddening, but i just dun want to be hurt.

i really wish you were here to listen to all my daily rants and rubbish. but i know it's not possible anymore.