sighhh

sigh did damn badly this sem. i really really hope this will not extend into a future trend. i'm quite worried but ah well what can i do rite.

all the promises about doing well in uni seems to have vanished into thin air. i really wish i could, but you know, it's not that i'm not trying. i really dun wanna disappoint my parents (or even myself).

but too bad, this is not the first time i'm disappointing them. i think they prob lost all the confidence they had in me ever since a few years back.

i shouldnt be upset though. all my modules are within my expectations, just that i never did imagine them to be this horrible when added together. you know i'm also wishing for a miracle. i should know better huh. luck is seldom with me.

i know people are going to tell me results arent everything, i can always do better next time, but well i guess expectations are different lar.

and just because at home i'm judged by the results i achieve, i just have to attempt to prove others wrong.