stunned...

ytd was a rather depressing day.

mum and dad left for guangzhou early in the morning. didn't even get to say goodbye. so for one week, my bro and i are on our own. too bad i won't be allowed to drive the car.

then comes the really depressing thing. my group was actually looking forward to playing the pmm purchasing game. but we screwed it up so much that i really couldn't believe it when we did that. it was a cumulation of two mistakes. somehow i regret not being careful about our decisions. we started the game off very well, and yes it was only at the last 20% of the game that we totally went crazy.

joce and i were in a stunned mode for a really long time after the game. were supposed to have bizcomm meeting after the lesson, but we were just so stunned that we couldn't do much. vincent and xuhan basically just did the work.=X then joce's bf came to surprise her AGAIN with loads of fattening (but damn nice) food. ate until damn full lar. but yeah wasn't enough to kill off our frustrations. then the two guys had to keep asking us to relax. sigh.

bad thing was joce smsed me after that and told me she got such a shock that she was running a fever! oh gosh. i think my body too immuned to all sorts of rubbish and shocks. ah well. lets hope this mistake will propel us to do better for the other aspects of pmm and of cos other modules as well.

after that was black rose dinner! attendance was kinda sad. the usual few - sherlyn, hsien, luther, daryk, johnson, dennis and i. but we ate at mof! love the food there man. you know it's always so therapeutic to be with them. though i can sense some sort of distance already, but being with them just makes me forget a lot of bad stuff and just listen to them talk rubbish, suan sherlyn, talk about work and mid-terms, whatever.

bad thing was, i was having such a horrible bout of gastric during the entire dinner that i didn't even talk much for the bulk of the time at mof. i dun usually take medicine for gastric - just slowly let it diminish. but i couldn't stand it last night. and even after taking medicine, it didn't go away until much later in the night. and the thing was, the gastric came AFTER i finished my bowl of udon.-_-. sigh.

i think my stomach is too immuned to me eating at 6+, latest 7+, and so when my dinner comes after that, it will start taking revenge on me. so sad huh.

oh and i had such a weird dream just now. i can remember vividly what happened lar. it felt so damn real. lets just say it involved black rose and my bizcomm group.

this weekend will be projects time again. and hopefully some mugging can be done.