time for a change

finally decided to heck about going with strangers and accepted the offer to go to copenhagen. of cos mum was having some issues financially, kept asking about the price of everything, but bro was totally encouraging me to go, saying i shouldn't waste the chance and i should just go overseas when i can. what's more i spoke to jessie (the bba office person) about this and she said only 4-6 people selected, it's SUPER competitive and there's a long waiting list. so i shouldn't give up this chance rite? just HOPE that the people going are nice yeah.

i must start learning to be independent!! i guess travelling to such a far part of the world will allow me to see the world more and stop being such a frog in the well. it's good! i must train myself!

just hope i get to travel around and meet my friends! i want to go over to london to meet jun!!=)

i've been broke these days though. paid off my taiwan credit card debts, bought all my textbooks, booked tickets to mayday's concert, and then booked tickets for mum and dad to go for zhou hua jian's concert. at the rate i'm spending, my account is going to be wiped out even before i go copenhagen. just hope the school subsidizes some of the amount!

had wanted to be a good girl on sunday and prepare before going to lessons, like reading the readings and textbook etc. BUT somehow i got distracted after coming back from mum's 55th bday celebration and started looking for old photos to come up with an album for my party (it's NEXT WEEK. OMG!). never knew i had THAT many photos taken when i was younger. and i seriously think i was so cute when i was young. heh. somehow there was a break in between and i couldn't even find any photos from p5 to sec 2.

but anyhow it was still fun flipping thru all the old albums searching for good photos to place in my album. went to buy a guestbook (well it isn't exactly a guestbook lar, small but spacious enough for everyone's wishes i guess) and also some of the necessary stuff for the party too. gosh i still have some stuff yet to buy but i'm gonna be soooo busy with projects these two weeks. nvm i shall try to make my first birthday party a success.=)

like i said, i'm flooded with project meetings this week. and with jocelin in hong kong, i'm going for every lesson and project meeting alone. ah well. must learn to be independent! and i shall be a good girl and do all my work and stop procrastinating.

vday is coming and i think i'm gonna stay at home yet again and bury my head in work. thought of how jun and i would always celebrate together in the past (prob not from this year onwards) and thought of how miserable i am. ah well. thank goodness it isn't a school day for me to see all the couples holding hands and doing sweet stuff for each other.