我好想好想飞

i dun need someone to constantly scream at me. inferiority is seriously a severe understatement of my emotions.

but what can i do. everytime something happens, all i can do is to swallow my anger and frustrations and keep quiet. or maybe cry to myself.

i'm just capable of demanding for attention, simply because i nv got it.

sometimes i wish i could just live in my own world, in isolation, instead of constantly fighting for things that would never come, instead of yearning for everything.

我好想好想飞， 逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦， 那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水

and the tv just had to show the movie that we watched. thanks ah, for reminding me of the time my life was so screwed up.

but why do i just keep remembering the happy times...