disasters

i'm blogging during service operations seminar. it's always bad when you bring a laptop to class cos i couldn't really concentrate. =X

i wanted to blog about finance last night but i was too sian about everything to do so. finance went horribly horribly wrong. i know i probably didn't mug as hard as i could, and based a lot of stuff on memory, but still, it was a mathematical paper and i shud score well for it! i'm guessing i'll prob get only about average or below average score which i'll deifnitely hate myself for it.

i guess i just approached the paper in a wrong manner. as usual, i kept skipping questions. it was definitely a wrong move. shud have just stuck on each question till i get an answer. ah well. no point talking about this now rite.

anw, after the paper, i was so devastated that i kept whining and complaining. mel and i didn't want to go home so early, even msged hsien to ask if he was in hall, then in the end we just sat at yih and talked about everything. went home at like 11.10pm, but 151 was already gone. wanted soo badly to cab home but decided it was a waste of money. so took mrt home, and walked SUPER slowly. reached home at like 1230pm, sat in front of my comp and redid the finance paper. and guess what time i finished? 5am... can you tell how difficult the paper was...

sigh. i screwed up BOTH finance and ma mid-terms. i've lost all confidence in myself, cos my cap score seems to be the only thing that i can be proud of. prob my freshies will stop calling me ou xiang too...

i've lost my only worth...