poor toe

everytime i start doing tutorials, i'll feel super sleepy. so here i am trying to make myself less sleepy so i can do more work before i sleep.=X

today marked the start of tutorials. i realised i've lost all motivation to do work and to study. one excuse may be the nearing of ibiza, but yes, it's still an excuse nonetheless. i shud be able to find time.

it's such an amusing feeling to be a senior, seeing your juniors do the exact same tutorials that you once struggled with. it's just kinda nostalgic. i feel so much like telling them everything i know, but sometimes, i guess they need to experience it themselves too.

and i totally rammed my left big toe onto the stairs today while i fell on the stairs. looked fine at first till i pressed my toe nail and blood started gushing out from under my toe nail. i could totally see the whole nail turning from pink to dark red. and it was DAMN painful i swear. couldn't walk properly after that cos i totally can't exert any pressure on the big toe while i walk. doesnt help that pus keeps coming out from under the nail now.

and i just found out that other than my toe, i have this bump on my shin cos i landed on my shin when i fell. ouch.

now i have no idea to wear slippers or to wear covered shoes to school. haha. and my bro is scaring me saying that it'll heal only half a year later. ah well. my worry now is how to step on sand the whole day on saturday!

i need motivation to start doing work! gosh. and i think jealousy is a scary thing.