searching for my limits

i have to admit that i'm really quite stressed now.

yes yes laugh at me for taking up so many things. bu zi liang li? maybe. not that i can't handle, it's just becoming a little too daunting. like when i'm stressed, i tend to ignore people, and that's what i'm doing right now.

i panicked, really panicked when i didnt know how to do so many stats questions. STATS?! like i'm supposed to be ok at it! why am i not understanding so many things now at this point of time when it's exams tmr morning?! wth am i doing man.

or maybe i'm horrible at time management. i really have no idea.

it's times like these when i really really hate myself. not that i'm blaming my commitments, but i just can't seem to do everything well enough. i'm even pushing my treasury work to michael/meryl to do, not helping ja with capt kim stuff, not touching my tri-uni as of now. seriously, what am i doing?!

was just thinking about how there's always a story behind everybody. what's mine?

and went lws 3 times in 4 days. cool huh. auditions are over, it's recording now. lincoln is in semi-finals.=) it's quite cool listening to all the auditions while playing the participants' cds. and the tagboard on our main website is hilarious.

i'm not free until 14th april. what kind of wonderful schedule do i have huh.

i'm overestimating myself, AGAIN... i have no right to complain, and i know it.

at this time, how i wish i can whine and complain to someone and not appear weak and with the person not laughing at/scolding me for my foolishness.

back to stats...