long and boring post.

oh man my blogging frequency has decreased by a lot.=X

lessons are in full blast right now, with the start of tutorials and with tutorials come presentations. i barely finished my tutorials for the first week, so hopefully i'll be slightly more hardworking for the next few months. i still haven't forgotten that one of my wishes for the year is to maintain or attain a better cap score!

i'm quite looking forward to the next few weeks though. it'll be cny in a few days' time, then vday (though sadly i'll be all alone this year), then comes my bday. bday this year is an occasion with mixed feelings though. i mean everyone should be happy on their bdays, i too look forward to my bday. but it's just gonna be a normal school day, with finishing school somemore AND a meeting. i'm not exactly complaining, since the best way to pack a lonely bday is to have a full schedule of lessons and meeting.

and reaching the big 2 is rather scary. with age comes responsibilities, and with responsibilities come pressure and stress. sometimes i just wanna return back to the good old days when expectations weren't high. but i didn't enjoy many stress-free years i must say.

and something has been bothering me too - i've gained A LOT of weight since jc. ok though it might not be accurate cos of my eating disorder then. but even then, i shouldn't have gained so much! lack of exercise plus constant eating of junk have made me balloon. mel and i went for this health screening and my bmi is dangerously high! though the nurse said it's still ok, but the definition of ok is on the health side, and my definition is on the vanity aspect!

so now i'm trying to make myself more discipline. i went jogging on monday night! and i almost died after that. same problem of blurred vision possibly due to dehydration again. but it felt good. esp after not exercising for so long. went jogging again just now, and my stamina has improved!=D

i went to collect vouchers for stardust at suntec on tues, and so i went back to millenia walk to visit peiying. stayed for one hr plus there and it felt good. though we didn't talk much. always good to relax huh.=D

wed was my short day. but ended up staying at the booth until it closed and went for dinner with francine, jon and ja at vivo. along the way, we gossiped so much it's really fun. kinda love their company cos it's really no pressure. can just be myself! after dinner, ja and i went shopping at vivo. ended up reaching home at 11pm plus.

lessons ended at 9pm on thurs cos of fna make-up. halfway thru i lost the lecturer and basically just stoned. can't blame me lar, i was in school for more than 10 hours. luckily raheem and val were good entertainers, so i could survive that 2 1/2 hrs of night lecture.=)

fri was another short day. mel and i decided to go shopping at bugis street after lesson! it was SOOO crowded can. but it was a fruitful shopping day. i spent around $80 on 5 items! 4 tops and a cardigan. ran out of money and had to borrow from mel even though i already withdrew $60 before that. but i'm happy with my purchases! most of the stuff there are so cheap it's just so tempting to buy everything! i shall go there more often. heh.

after that waited about 45 mins for the bus. i was supposed to be at tuition at 7pm, and i reached at 8pm.=X after tuition, dylan's uncle still drove me home! my gosh. i was how paiseh cos they only wanted to go old airport road.=X but 2 tuition until 2 weeks later! means no income next week. but ok lar, at least there's angpow money to cover.=P

it was another retail therapy session just now at tampines mall. so nan de ja came to the east to play, of cos have to bring her around.=P we spent ages in this shop trying to decide if we should get the dresses. well ja was deciding if she should buy one or 2 cos both looked ok for her. haha! it was quite amusing. have been shopping so much lately! but i'm feeling quite satisfied. like my wardrobe has different styles of clothes already. my dress sense was SO bad last time.

cleared my wardrobe today too. 1 big bag of clothes! and i'm happy today cos i hand-washed my new clothes, changed bedding for the rabbits, shopped at tampines, cleared my wardrobe and room and went jogging just now! a rather productive day! though this means i have to do my tutorials AND household chores tmr.

ok i know this is a boring and long post. just thought i should update since i doubt i'll have time anytime this week to do so.