pissed

i've been posting so many entries these days. too free lar.

anw i'm DAMN pissed now. there's this crazy guy who called me. obviously you'll pick up the first call. it went like this:

he: "hello may i speak to ah chew (cant really figure out what he said, but i think he was just making up a name)?"

me: "sorry wrong number"

he: "oh wrong number ah. then what's your name?"

me (being DAMN stupid): "oh amelia"

he: "amelia? can i be friends with you?"

i immediately hung up after that. for the whole bus journey, i was busy rejecting his calls. he left more than 20 missed calls on my hp lar.

then he gave up and msged me instead.

"hai hw r u. cn we frend to u"

WHAT THE HELL lar. i was considering switching off my phone but i was afraid my parents will call. so i just keep rejecting calls. i seriously despise such people lar. can't you lead a proper lifestyle with friends who will befriend you willingly.

sometimes i wonder why there are always such weird people around. firstly one on msn, then now phone.

today has been a good day until the calls started coming in. and today's such a popular day for meeting up lar. amy called for class outing at timbre, dong asked to have sort of a last drinking session with andy before he flies at timbre as well, then zonglin called to ask if we want to go out for supper. but of cos the day was spent with ja jess cynli.=)

always fun around them. laughed like mad can. how i wish everyday of my holidays can be spent in such a manner.

but these days i want to have fun but i dun feel like going out. wth rite. like i said, after every exams, i'll sink into this mode that will make me think a lot. then loneliness sinks in, and the whole vicious cycle repeats. not helping that certain things that are happening just make me feel super disillusioned. hai.