lost memories

是非题 - 范玮琪

每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说 我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待 爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

was listening to this song and some memories just flood back. guess some stuff are just hard to forget. but remembering doesnt mean not getting over it i guess. prob just a longing for something that has never happened before.

guess i should start looking to the future more than living in the past.=)

and the whole dragonboat incident just made me think about how vulnerable life can be. they nv got a chance to say goodbye to their loved ones. no mental preparation at all. and they're all youths who have soo much passion. too often we're so blinded by the paper chase that people forget what is called passion. i'm guilty for that definitely. it's nv easy esp in singapore to insist on pursuing something by the name of passion.

then again, i think i nv had any real passion in any case.

did i say i'm gonna work in daniel's company after my exams? a bit sian lar, cos it's customer service so confirm gotta get scolded the whole time. but not easy to find a one-month job, so i guess it'll be a good experience also. money's not bad too. but i'll be soooo lonely.

and means no overseas trip.=( nvm i shall look forward to next year when jun comes back! we haven decided where to go but we want to go overseas together!=) and i still wanna go taiwan. HAHA!

and my parents decided to buy a new tv for their room. so our total tally of tvs in our house is 6. of cos i benefitted from it also. my mini tv got upgraded to a 21 inch one too. haha. i really wonder why we need 6 tvs for 4 persons. i think my dad's obsessed with electrical appliances. have i ever said i have 5 phones in all? for the residential line. basically each room has one except for my parents', which has two. hahah and yes my house is a 6 room executive flat but is only one-storey. you wonder why i need so many phones and tvs rite. i'm wondering too. and we're definitely nowhere near rich.

i swear marketing and mno are driving me crazy. there's SOOO much inertia within myself to not study can you believe it. and the papers are in 2 and 3 days' time. i wonder if i'm mad.

back to mno! argh.