crazy day

it's amazing how busy i was the last few days with so few commitments.

and i started studying the day before my tests for BOTH my mid-terms. luckily both are not content-intensive, if not i'd have died mugging. both went fine i guess. i prob wont score very well, but i guess good enough for someone who started studying only a day before.

doesn't help that people from rj seem to be expected to do better. not like it's not a natural assumption, just that it might be hard living up to expectations.

plus i think my parents still want me to get a scholarship.-.-

went back to school on my free day ytd to mug. the journey there was a totally unhappy one. i think it's the first time i actually teared in a bus. like uncontrollably. i kept telling myself to stop, but the more i thought about it, the more tears i have.

i really regret saying something i shouldnt have. prob things would have been better. way better. and i can save myself some misery.

not like i can take back my words now. i just hope that the worst wouldn't happen.

argh. today was a crazily busy day. didn't even have time to sit down and have a proper meal. went for ms mid term, then for ia meeting, then rushed for tuition, ended at 10pm and went to orchard for pool with jr, cherry and jackson who came at 1155. had my lunch + dinner + supper at macs, then cabbed home with cherry and jr.

filming tmr, dental +tuition+ia board decor stuff+filming on mon. i think i'll have more time when dylan's exams end. but that would mean an end to my income too.=( but i think i need to concentrate on my studies. i have one presentation next week and two presentations on the following week. gosh i hate presentations.=X

at least when all my presentations end two weeks from now, i can really start focussing on my academic stuff. for now i shall try to keep up with my work plus my projects plus ia stuff. oh and maybe publicity stuff too.