school is starting...

i'm supposed to be back in reality after a few days of mild madness. heh.

have been away from home for the last 2 days too. parents have been complaining but heck. it's really our last few days of freedom before school officially starts.

rag was ok i guess, except we all were like bbq-ed under the sun. and bizad won! damn cool. we didn't win all the smaller shields, and we were quite sad. when they announced us as overall winners, we really just jumped and screamed and went crazy. heh.

saw caiyu and afterwards jun at rag. they were all crashers lar. haha. when the whole thing ended and doreen and i were about to leave, yong'an and jonathan was so funny. we were like, "eh well done.". they replied, "we wouldnt have won without all your support lar. thank you thank you." haha. they were just trying to push the credit to us and make us happy, so i was seriously laughing like mad when they were doing that. entertaining bunch lar.

met ahsayunians after rag. went nyny for dinner and ate the carbonara there again. heh. of cos it didn't disappoint. stayed there till like 10pm, where the place was quite empty, then we left to go cartel for dessert. and guess who i saw? the raggers! that includes quite a lot of my og mates btw. when they were about to leave cartel, they came over to my table, and said, "how come nv have dinner with us? like that how will you be able to hun xia qu in biz. later no friends how. we stand around your table and watch you eat." or something to that extent. it was hilarious i tell you.

funny thing was before that, they asked if doreen and i wanted to go for dinner with them. then we didn't really want to, so i replied with a, "wo men you yuan zai jian ba." and in the end we really did meet them. haha. i'm so totally not close to so many of my og mates, but yet somehow quite enjoy their company. nan de nan de. but ok lar. have a feeling many of these friendships will fade, and these people will just be mere acquaintances i'll meet occasionally along the biz school corridors. that's how many friendships end up isn't it. sad but it's the reality.

jr and cherry didn't want to meet for supper so in the end our supper with jackson was cancelled. hai oh well. gotta find another day when all of us are free again lor.=X

woke up at like 10am using phone alarm not knowing why i set the alarm. had to refresh my memory by looking at my calendar in my phone.=X was late when meeting jess at her house cos she offered to give me a lift (so good to have a friend with her own car rite.=P) but we were punctual at marina square and cynli was late! heh. our convo was hilarious too. a lil inappropriate to talk about it here, but yeah jess was totally exasperated with cynli and my questions.

after a while, cynli left and jess and i watched simpsons. it was super funny lar. a lot of spoofs. and some parts that prob required a bit of censoring, but quite surprised it wasn't censored at all. jess was saying i prob didnt get all the american jokes, which is so totally true. haha.

then we shopped for a while, which i spent quite a lot AGAIN, and met ja. went to jess' house after that. they were watching some *AHEM* show while i was watching my more innocent xing guang da dao. haha. then we left at 11pm and jess sent us to our bus stops.=)

received a series of smses from zl this morning. was smiling to myself in the mrt cos of those:
"hey i've made up my mind le. i'm going to study hard and not let her look down on me. i want her to regret her choice of leaving me. can you help me amelia?"
"thanks a lot! nah it's up to myself to guarantee anything. you can help me it's already a great deal le really. dont be pressurized or wat k"
"yup you're right. look on the bright side, at least it can be my motivation. i owe you a great deal."
"ok thanks life saver!"

oh man. though i still can't really say i know him very well, i'd think he has matured quite a lot. from the way he talks about stuff lar. at least it'll make my decision of helping him more worthwhile cos i know i'd have made a difference during this period of time to him. it's always good to lend a helping hand huh.

and michelle msged too. so touched lar seriously. i think we have been leading so different lives now that we tend to forget so many people around us. so tragic isnt it. sometimes we just have to stop and take a look at how our friends are doing, and if possible pull them along if they need that little bit of help. even if they dun, it's always good to give some encouragement.

but i always dun do that.

ah well. bro is gonna make me wake up at some unearthly hour tmr to accompany him somewhere, and i'm gonna go for driving lessons after that. i'm really quite dead lar. my test is in less than a month's time, and i'm still slacking like mad.=X

first lecture on tues.-_- hai i'm so not in the mood to study.