random update

thanks for the comments and tags jess and ja! i guess yes, jia jia you ben nan nian de jing, and i'm born in a family with life revolving round money, and i just got to adapt. i just can't be a spendthrift, like i am now, and expect to survive well at home. it's no wonder i always have those small arguments with my mum and dad and bro which sometimes lead to major quarrels. i think i'm just brought up very differently as how my friends around me are brought up.

ah well, i can't do much about it, except to make sure i play the role of a daughter and sister well enough so that at least other quarrels won't come up.

bro's been torturing himself these days, and it's to the point when i really do not know what to do. i even had to msg jy to ask him about bro. but he was being VERY nice about it.

"he didn't eat anything at home ytd. when i met him, got to keep forcing him to eat. you should try to talk to him, ask him, then he will talk."

"no wonder he always takes pride in his relationship with you. oh there's something you can do. store up some fresh milk.:)"

i think without this group of close friends, i really can't imagine how he's going to survive these few days. and not like i'm experienced in such stuff to talk a lil sense into him. i really hope he'll be better soon.

i think bro is lucky to have a fren like jy. he's always there, and today he asked me when i am going for my thailand trip, and i'm assuming he wants to pass me more stuff for the children in khao lak. wow.

sometimes i wonder if i live my life enriching enough. but i guess you tend to admire the lives of others cos you tend to overlook the tough parts of their lives. no one's satisfied with their own lives. but then again, if you're satisfied with your own life, you will nv want to improve your life, and that's prob not good as well.

i am quite certain i got rejected by usp. the email from biz school states that the results for usp shud be sent out. it's so ironic that i actually got through the mpp interview, but failed the usp one. and talking about that, i finally found a person who's going nus business! xinling! oh man. we both thought nobody else we know is going nus biz. heh.

went to amk hub to meet jun, and her buddies since she was having buddy outing. amk hub has quite a lot of things, just that we didn't manage to really shop around cos kh was around, and also cos we rushed off to orchard for josie's bday surprise. it was rather successful considering the last-minuteness of it. heh. and he actually sent all of us home. heh.

but being there reminds me of how unconnected i am to council friends. it's like, they have been kept updated with all the other councillors' stuff, but i'm totally clueless. and on that note, jess, i dun think i am super popular and super loved by others. just dun think i am, looking at the people around me. i guess this is a result of being so distant in council. i'm just close to a very selective few in council.

ah well.

met yowie for lunch on fri, and then my buddy david outside his condo after work to collect my umbrella which he borrowed after council camp. he only JUST returned to me. see how busy my buddy is? oh and he lives just beside where i work. hahah.

oh man, i've just been so super tired these few days. and today i've been getting bouts of gastric at weird timings. hai. i have no idea what's wrong with me. maybe i should have stopped working last month, then i can take a good rest.=X and even after i stop work, tuition is going to be super intensive. at least i'll earn more by teaching 2 hrs of tuition as compared to one day of work. haha.

i hope it'll be an enriching two months before uni starts.

jun, i'm so gonna miss you if you go overseas.=(