status quo

i think i have been eating double my normal portion these few days lar. my goodness. suddenly feel like eating a lot. hai. and what mel and siew KINDLY reminded me just now, i'm not even exercising.=X maybe i shud try forgetting the bad experience the last time i jogged. should get down to some real exercising, though time is always a problem.

mahjong was quite fun. omg godiva chocolates! we ate like they were free lar. yummy! =P

work these days have been super xiong. cos having meetings, then having to rush so many deadlines. and jaslyn told me the perm staff can start work anytime now. so once she comes, i'll have to leave. AHHH. i dun want to go look for another job!!!! but anw, these days have been ot-ing until almost 7pm. and i was soo late for tuition last night, which was another vomit-blood session. =X

but good thing i knocked off from work late today, if not i'll have to wait an even longer time for mel siew boon pong. it was good to be sitting down, talking and eating at east coast. all spicy food lar, and my throat feels damn funny now. hai ah well.

sometimes i wonder if we should question status quo. things are not at their best state, but i have no idea how to change them. hai.

and on another note, vivian lee and justin wong [this rugger] are my grandbuddies! and i heard both of them are very nice.=D can't wait to meet them on sat/sun!=)david and hongyi were so funny. they msged me together at the same time telling me their buddies, and saying that they were next to each other on the bus! haha. oh and derrick's joining us too.=D been a LOOOOONG time since i met him. wow.

argh. tiredness. really wonder how much commitment i can give to whatever i'm doing right now. been reaching home at midnight these days. and whenever i sit down in front of my comp, i'd tend not to concentrate. hai.

good night.=)