the only thing.

a week of inactivity, and routine i must say.

except that....my hamster died.=( my last-ever hamster i believe. she was my bday gift to my bro two years ago. ah well. it's always so painful to see the moments before a hamster (or whatever animal for that matter) die - the struggle, the lying there with only the ears moving when noise is detected, the decrease in size...... yet you know that you can't help at all. but i guess it's always the same with any death.

i wonder if my rabbits are really too fat.=X

went jogging on thurs too. good thing whatever happened last time didn't happen again. i shall try to be more consistent.=X oh cherlene and a few others at work asked me to join them for badminton every wed.=X i hope they aren't that powerful, so i won't feel so paiseh.but it'll be good i guess. networking plus exercising at the same time. hah.

i lost my birthday list! ahhhhhh....

been watching lin yu zhong's videos on youtube. oh my i somehow wonder how come he's not gaining popularity in s'pore. i like his personality, and of cos his songs. but everytime i visit youtube, i will not sleep before two.=X i was so sleepy at work the whole week lar.

and driving today was good, despite not driving for two weeks. didn't stall at all, and i feel like i have better control over the car now, esp during turnings. and somemore, i've been chionging roads at 70km/h. less cars are overtaking mine! HAHA!

got a place in ntu. then again, it's prob not where i'm going.

i feel as though i can't see the road ahead. it's so blur now. i've lost my bearings. but more importantly, i've lost my drive, if i even had in the past. for now, there's only one thing that i need/want.