merry christmas!

merry christmas!=)

my christmas was so unexciting, as usual. sometimes it's actually great to have some peace while everyone else is celebrating away. maybe i just dun like occasions like these, makes me feel very out of place. ah well.

one good thing is that i'm actually spending a lot more time with my family these days. staying at home helps i guess. but i've been staying at home TOO much. sometimes i just wanna go out, explore more places, do more exciting stuff. i'm such a dull person.

at least the week ahead will be better, with softball farewell, 25ths dinner, bb dinner, movie outing! looking forward to all of that!=) and of cos the bangkok trip after that. am a lil scared cos i haven't come up with an itinerary yet.=X shall do that soon though. and prob do more research on bangkok. but it'll be a fun trip anyhow. haven't tried going overseas with my friends on our own. hmm maybe that's not true, since my parents are also going.=X hai..

past friendships occupied my mind throughout the whole day, again. kept thinking about how some things could have been a lot better if it wasn't for my stubborn and immature self. but i suppose these lessons could help me shape my present and future friendships. used to believe so much in the phrase "friends forever". but i guess after so many experiences, i would choose to believe that it's not very possible.

talked to zhixian on the phone for quite a long time. felt like i was reliving my pri sch days, somehow. and had a nice good chat.=) thanks for listening girl! all my long-winded stories.=X

for now, waiting for my bro to get home and looking forward to the week ahead.=)